atlantic city

i'm about to go to atlantic city to meet jon and buy a computer from him. he has a hatchback and we're going to do it in a really shady way.

i havent seen him in over a year but i talk to him every single day. its funny how you can maintain relationships with people, the key is communication and mutual interest. it really doesnt make a difference where the other person is physically or in their own life.

i say this so no one can say anything about me running away from home. :)

i have off of work until wednesday morning. i am unsure as to what to do with myself, a girl can only stand so much daytime tv. i can only watch so many technical school commercials.

i still havent done any xmas shopping.

a resolution or two..

every year i am always sure to make a few resolutions.. i'm always pretty good at keeping them too. I'm sure that if you've known me for a while you can think of a few of them..

so for 08 i'm thinking that i need to work on my organization skills, or lack thereof.
maybe start writing things down.. and actually planning things instead of living by the seat of my pants (believe me its not as exciting as it may sound)

i need need to get a drivers license.. i have a permit.. but the thing is i'm just a really really really terrible driver. i've tried a few times and i am just so uncomfortable with the whole thing. i dont know why. i feel like the driving test wouldnt really have any similarities to what it would really be like on the road so even if i passed, i would still suck at driving and probably die and kill a bunch of people.

i need to work on not being afraid of all of the things that im afraid of.. i dont know how to do that though.

ive got my work cut out for me in 08.

oh yea and i need a passport.

it's been a month

my day to day has been the same. my life is still pretty boring yet unpredictable.

i am sitting here watching a cartoon called "grandma got run over by a reindeer" it started with a savage attack on grandma and is now all flashbacks leading up to the event. its funny how grandma is called grandma at her job and all other walks of her life.

i am going to colorado in a few days. its funny how you can end up going places that you totally would never expect yourself going. like susan marshall not only going to the midwest.. but going in january..

i'm not excited for christmas.. i bought a few gifts for people but the mall is just way too ridiculous for me at this time.. it smells like too many people and impatience.

a toys r us burnt down yesterday.. i wish i was there to save all of the poor defenseless xboxes.

i'll post more :)